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miniskinny11
23 January 2008 @ 06:31 pm
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okay, well i have had possibly the worst day ever and all i want to do is sleep and of course sleeping is the last thing my body will do!! I just need a sleeping pill that will make me sleep for days! My and boyfriend and I have plans to go to dinner tonight and i dont feel like eating today i had 2 slim fast protien bars and a couple vegetables... i have no energy to do anything, my boyfriend came to the conclusion that i am cheating on him!! If he considers cheating on him being obsessed with my body then yes i am! I became so obsessed over the shortest time and now it feels like it is taking over my life, idk wut to do anymore
 
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miniskinny11
22 January 2008 @ 10:50 pm
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how does my bf  not know? how do i break the news to him! i stood up all night thinking i just dont know how to tell him, im not quiet sure if its the eating disorder talking but i feel like its selfish of him not to notice, im with him EVERY day he doesnt see me eat and if i do eat i am in the WORST FUCKING mood! open your eyes!!!!
 
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miniskinny11
12 January 2008 @ 10:29 pm
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:( why do i binge when i know the after effect it has on me!!! i have came to conclusions that food is worse than a drug, food is EVERY WHERE i go!! It is impossible for me to be around food with binging and then purging i wish for two seconds i could be able to decline food! i did so bad today i purged 4 times but it was worth every calorie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
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